I love listening to your voice!

 So, I will rest, get my energy back, and then try again to see if things can still work. I don’t give up easily. There’s still a little chance of doing everything better; give it my all. I will continue to do my best until I have exhausted all my strength and power so that the goal will show that I still want it. Yes, I don’t just give up when the going gets tough, but when I feel like things don’t make sense anymore, I give up. And I think this isn’t cowardice at all; this is bravery. It took courage to finally let go of the dream in my hands and start from scratch, but at this time, it was all about lessons learned and experiences.  Because I can’t be happy again if I don’t want to start over; some things are meant to end and stop so that you can start again.

  You have to see yourself, listen to yourself, share yourself. Only you can see your small progress and victories, so celebrate it, treat it as a big victory. Study the world, proclaim it, and let your soul praise your hard work.

 I love you in every song I hear; For every poem I read about love; the beauty of the moon at night, the grace of the sun in the morning; Every time something good happens to me. But no good loss because I know I have you; and will always have you.  I want you to know about these things with me in advance - especially the moments when we are separated from each other that I captured in my picture so you can hug me every time I see something good. I only saw the reality of joy and happiness because you will shower all your love on me is enough for me. But saying it in words won't work for heartbeats. So, this is the first time I'm writing about love with a pure heart - and the writers are right: it's hard to scribble when it's real. I have no other words to say but thank you for being here.💝

 It is a myth that butterflies cannot see their wings; I've read that they have fabulous compound eyes that give them 360-degree vision and can see their colors too. But the aphorism that butterflies can't see their wings also applies to us as humans: sometimes we can't see the beauty we wear, while sometimes we can. So don't imprison someone in that cage you made if you can't appreciate their beauty; set them free because the world deserves to witness that charm; in return, they deserve it too. Let them spread their wings and have a chance to see the world from their point of view.

  The words "you deserve better" don't stop waiting for better things to come into your life. You must also do your best to get better; and accept that there are still some parts of your life that need improvement. When you feel good about yourself, you attract good things.💝💫

If you find that a month has passed and you're still stuck stopping and restarting yourself, feeling like you've wasted your time, this is confirmation that You didn't take it for granted. You may need more time to rest before starting again. You may feel that your body, mind and heart are not ready. You can do it whenever you want, at your own pace. Believe me, it's easier if you do it without any pressure, it's just a decision, that eventually the day will be what you want it to be.